Trying to impress a guy by attending his party but not even speaking to him. Thinking, the only reason I'm here is for him, but I'm too nervous to go near him. Based on a real life event.
lyrics
I sing to mask
All the nervous bits
Cause you know when I laugh
I can’t help but feel like
I’m shit for brains
Yeah I’m fucking lame
And I can’t help but ask
What am I even doing here
What am I doing here?
My eyes wander
I just can’t stand still
I made this awkward
I get why we take pills
Hoping for the better
Maybe I’ll say I’m ill
I still can’t help but ask
What am I even doing here?
Oh shoot, a dear old friend
One I really liked
But he had other plans
Now he’s got a wife
Obsessed with work and knows
Nothing about me
Guess its how things go
What am I even doing here?
And then I see his face
A year worth of chasing
Thinking, I’m a disgrace
Why keep returning
Being neighborly
But if we’re being honest
Just trying to prove that you mean nothing
Yet you’re something
Its why I’m here
Oh my gosh... I gotta admit this whole album (and Instead Of Lying) have helped me through so many things. My favorite song used to be Overthinking, but over time I've started to connect more to Wild Thing because of how cutesy and good it is. I really hope you three come back to hopefully make another album because you all are extremely talented and have helped me through extremely tough times. trent_is_real
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